ariastar
11-10-2006, 07:38 PM
Know what really sucks? It's getting to be the time of year where I'm going to be sick. A lot. I spend about four months out of the year sick. I have a weak immune system, always have. I was always one of those sickly kids, even before being diagnosed with colitis and having the world suck at 14. Prednisone only serves to even further make my system suck. I've have bronchitis that last three winters. As in I got it three winters ago, it went away after over a ****ing years, taking it through two winters ago, then I have it mildly last winter for a few months. The first time I had it I also had pneumonia and was in the hospital six weeks. Winters always freak me out because I'm scared to death of getting very sick. I can function all right with most things, including bronchitis, but only to a point. AND I FRAKING HATE GETTING STUCK IN THE HOSPITAL WITH NEEDLES!!!!! I want to take those needles and stab them into the jugulars of whoever comes near me! Which is why they tend to sedate me with lots of Demerol. I've only been to the ER I think four times in the last year, a record low for me (usually I got, get stuck with things, am a lab rat, get stuck on meds, get out, and go about life, not even worth mentioning most of the time), so my goal for the next year is no more than twice. My record high was 14 times in one year, twice resulting in hospitalizations, one for six weeks, one for three.
If there ever was a body trying to hard to kill itself, it's mine. But I'm stubborn. Or just evil. Bwahahahaha~~~!!
If there ever was a body trying to hard to kill itself, it's mine. But I'm stubborn. Or just evil. Bwahahahaha~~~!!