Four negatives test -IVF didn't work

[ariastar]

No babies. We lost them.

[alaskalonewolf]

I am sorry.

That is truly heartbreaking.

Try to keep your chin up girl.

Don't get too discouraged.

Somehow, thing will get better.

[ariastar]

Going for blood work now. Fingers crossed we just had a late implantation or something. Even though it would be VERY late. Against-the-odds late. But still. I'll take it!

[flannagan]

I am sorry to hear that. My mom lost the baby before me, and they thought she would lose me.

Its devastating. But good luck in the future.

[tokenuser]

I was looking for an update. Success on the first try is rare - regardless of whether you are going for natural conception or using a turkey baster ;)

Keep at it.

Since you hadn't been online, I tried your LJ page to make sure all was OK ... and seeing those gone as well made me wonder even more.

[ariastar]

The drama-llamas of LJ caused enough trouble that I was told by LJ to start a new journal and given no choice, which sucks because it means four years of lost entries without giving me time to back anything up.

I suppose now it's just a long wait until we hear back about the blood work. I've been trying to keep busy rotting my brain with TV, which makes time pass quickly. Update as soon as we hear back.

[tokenuser]

The drama-llamas of LJ caused enough trouble that I was told by LJ to start a new journal and given no choice, which sucks because it means four years of lost entries without giving me time to back anything up.

I suppose now it's just a long wait until we hear back about the blood work. I've been trying to keep busy rotting my brain with TV, which makes time pass quickly. Update as soon as we hear back.Ditch LJ. Go to VOX or something similar. Just get away from the negative posters.

[ariastar]

False positives on pregnancy tests are very, VERY rare. Yesterday morning I took a test and it was negative. Yesterday afternoon at 1:30 and again at 6:20 I took tests and both had faint lines. Positive. This morning I went in a cup so I could use two tests, both different kinds, and both had two lines.

So how is the blood test...negative? I told the nurse I had four tests with two pink lines, and that I know it's not just me seeing things because I had someone else look too, and she said that is unusual as well. They're re-running the blood work.

[straylightrise]

you know we're all here praying or hoping for you and cody - and token is right - ditch LJ and go to a simple blog system (maybe one without comments)

[phatlip12]

False positives on pregnancy tests are very, VERY rare. Yesterday morning I took a test and it was negative. Yesterday afternoon at 1:30 and again at 6:20 I took tests and both had faint lines. Positive. This morning I went in a cup so I could use two tests, both different kinds, and both had two lines.

So how is the blood test...negative? I told the nurse I had four tests with two pink lines, and that I know it's not just me seeing things because I had someone else look too, and she said that is unusual as well. They're re-running the blood work.

Sounds like a job for Dr. House!

haha

Seriously though, I'll keep my fingers crossed for you guys. I have a good feeling! :)

I send many positive thoughts and love your guys way. :)

[ariastar]

A good feeling about this time or the future? Who knows if we can afford to do this again. It's not cheap.

[ariastar]

New results are still negative. What's speculated is they (fraternal twins) implanted, which caused the positives, then, for whatever reason, just didn't stay. Apparently about 25% of pregnancies end within six weeks, and, since that counts first day from last period, this would be four weeks. So two more join the one I lost nine years ago.

[ariastar]

Also, "WHY IS THE FUCKING INSURANCE COMPANY LYING TO US?!". LOL Hilarious.

Really it's not. They're lying to us about how much they've been billed for our infertility meds to try to get out of paying. We lost twins December 22nd, and for them to pull this shit is horrible. We're paying out the ass for insurance, and they're lying about how much they've paid out (the pharmacy verified this) to get out of paying again. If you lost twins you went through in vitro fertilization for, and then the insurance company was playing games to get in the way of you having another shot, you wouldn't think it's so funny. Read the baby blog in my sig and tell me if you still think it's so hilarious.