frankiethewaffle
07-19-2009, 07:35 AM
OK my life is weird. I posted about my Nieces' health problems a while ago, maybe. Now she is ok, now I am crappy.
Now I am on steroids for every organ that air touches. Now I am on oral steroids for whatever, I have a steroid "Huffer". I have steroids for my eyes, as in eye drops, two of them.
At this point I have about 60% of my lung capacity. (For some unknown reason) I have been wondering about why I have huffed and puffed for no reason.
It is likely all benine, but with my family history, I can only think the worst. I must be the guy to suffer the worst of that family history.
I do celebrate that I will enjoy the best of my life. As bad as I feel daily, I am still happy to enjoy everyday.
I don't want this to be be swan song or anything. It is just that sometimes you are put in to your place. This is my time I guess.
I dunno, I guess I am questioning my worth in this life.
Now I am on steroids for every organ that air touches. Now I am on oral steroids for whatever, I have a steroid "Huffer". I have steroids for my eyes, as in eye drops, two of them.
At this point I have about 60% of my lung capacity. (For some unknown reason) I have been wondering about why I have huffed and puffed for no reason.
It is likely all benine, but with my family history, I can only think the worst. I must be the guy to suffer the worst of that family history.
I do celebrate that I will enjoy the best of my life. As bad as I feel daily, I am still happy to enjoy everyday.
I don't want this to be be swan song or anything. It is just that sometimes you are put in to your place. This is my time I guess.
I dunno, I guess I am questioning my worth in this life.