I really fvcking hate everyone right now, especially guys

[ariastar]

Why is it like this?

"I'm going to crush you now." CRUSH-LIKE-A-BUG "By the way, I wish you were happy more often and smile and laugh."

I don't get it. I mean, let's take a baseball bat or two to your ribcage and hit reeeeeeeeaaaaaally hard and still expect you to be smiling and laughing and having a good time. You should, right? Taking a beating, be it physical or emotional, is nothing more than a tickle! Or how about we chop off a foot, and a few fingers while we're at it.

Anyone who wants to talk about self-control should see me right now. While I'm wanting to throw things very hard all around, I'm sitting cool as a ****ing cucumber at work like nothing's wrong.

I'm going back and forth between extreme anger and fighting tears. But somehow I'm supposed to be laughing. But if I laugh, isn't that like showing that I don't care that my heart's been ripped out?

[ericjosepi]

I'm confused but I understand...

[skyz]

I'm going back and forth between extreme anger and fighting tears. But somehow I'm supposed to be laughing. But if I laugh, isn't that like showing that I don't care that my heart's been ripped out?

i call it 'cosmic laughter' when the irony of it all hits you

also it's a 'safety valve'

[skyz]

I'm confused but I understand...


totally totalled

[muffins]

Oh boy...another one of these threads. :_:

[xibalba]

Oh boy...another one of these threads. :_:

If you don't like it, don't post and quit trying to troll...

[phatlip12]

Not exactly sure whats going on Aria but as always I'm here if you need to talk. I hope everything works out for the better. :(

[patch]

Well. Even tho you aren't specifying whats wrong. I'm sure I can guess.

Don't really know what to say. Tho. If ya need to talk/vent send me a PM. I know you some what, I've followed you through Digg (not in a creepy way.) and have grasped that you are a good person and I sure don't like to see good people hurting. :(

[jay]

My only advice is to use martial arts: The momentum of your enemy can be used to your benefit. Channel all this energy into renewed sense of self, about how great you are.

[deegraww]

My only advice is to use martial arts: The momentum of your enemy can be used to your benefit. Channel all this energy into renewed sense of self, about how great you are.

See, that's what i'm talking about.

[skyz]

My only advice is to use martial arts: The momentum of your enemy can be used to your benefit. Channel all this energy into renewed sense of self, about how great you are.

actually i had a meltdown day too yesterday

but i resolved it by buying a chanel lipgloss named 'Force' :D

after that i got this guy at the optic shop fix my prada sunglasses that i managed to step on

i realized that my new apartment which looked like katrina when i saw it yesterday is really just under construction and therefore will be all brand new which is totally chill

renewed sense of self ~ yeah that was it :cool:

[deegraww]

I don't know how people let others get to them like that? I've found the people are just not work the time or enegry to get that upset over.

[ariastar]

LOL, I love you guys! The screw-up was mine, and, being a human, I had to turn it around. We're working things out, I think. He called last night and said we'll talk tonight sometime and see what we can do.

And I rant here because this place has the highest concentration of people I adore.

BEAR HUGS FOR YOU ALL!

And Phatty and Jay, you two said the perfect things. :)

[eddielee]

If this has anything to do with physical violence, don't take the scumbag back. Honestly, there's no excuse for hitting someone, especially one you supposedly care about.

[heyseuss]

My only advice is to use martial arts: The momentum of your enemy can be used to your benefit. Channel all this energy into renewed sense of self, about how great you are.

Not all martial arts. She might meet a Sumo, then she's pretty screwed. Although, she'll feel skinnier.

Me, I prefer Drunken Boxing - and will be playing ps2 fight night 3 and drinking tonight.

[skyz]

you are underrating the power of perfectly glossed tempting lips and the challenge they present ;)

he didn't hurt her by abusing her but due to her extremely sensitive mindset toward him

am i right aria

[scoobydiesel]

Hope everyting works out all right for you, always say be safe. so sit back relax an eat a box of scooby snacks, always works for scoob an shaggy :-p

[ariastar]

If this has anything to do with physical violence, don't take the scumbag back. Honestly, there's no excuse for hitting someone, especially one you supposedly care about.

Oh gods no! This is a guy who will catch and release a spider. He wouldn't hit me. I know everyone says that, but I believe it to be true. I've been in that type of relationship before and would hightail it out the minute I think something even MIGHT get violent. No, he's too much of a sweetheart.

[ariastar]

you are underrating the power of perfectly glossed tempting lips and the challenge they present ;)

he didn't hurt her by abusing her but due to her extremely sensitive mindset toward him

am i right aria

Well, actually, he got fed up with my constant accusations, months of them, of me always accusing him of cheating with other girls who are friends, even though he has never once given me reason to think he would cheat.

[ariastar]

Hope everyting works out all right for you, always say be safe. so sit back relax an eat a box of scooby snacks, always works for scoob an shaggy :-p

It is. :) Thanks.

And I had some, uh, "scooby snacks" last night and it was fun!

[heyseuss]

It is. :) Thanks.

And I had some, uh, "scooby snacks" last night and it was fun!

I don't think you mean cookies. :cool:

[ariastar]

I don't think you mean cookies. :cool:

Pot. And it was good.

You KNOW they weren't eating dog cookies in the show.

[heyseuss]

Pot. And it was good.

You KNOW they weren't eating dog cookies in the show.

zoinks!!

and I knew what you meant.

[ariastar]

zoinks!!

and I knew what you meant.

I have the guts to say it straight up. :)

[skyz]

I have the guts to say it straight up. :)

i have the genius to parlay my sudden lose of weight resulting in a borderline too low bmi into a legit rx for marinol ~ pure thc ~ $1200 a months supply and my insurance pays :D

that and wearing a size 0 jeans and a great haircut should be all a girl needs :p

[ariastar]

i have the genius to parlay my sudden lose of weight resulting in a borderline too low bmi into a legit rx for marinol ~ pure thc ~ $1200 a months supply and my insurance pays :D

that and wearing a size 0 jeans and a great haircut should be all a girl needs :p

I want to be a size 4.

[tokenuser]

I want to be a size M :)

[ariastar]

I want to be a size M :)

I think you're already small.... :D